May. 18th, 2014

starshowers: (let us ponder the meaning of life)
So, going back to what I was talking about in my last entry in a more calm, organized manner:

I've made a decision. Sort of. I haven't talked about this with anyone personally, and I don't really feel ready to, but I want to say it somewhere. Which makes this a good place, really, since no one reads personal journals anymore.

My decision is that I need to decide, and soon. I haven't been doing much in RP lately - I haven't tagged in weeks, I don't think, and I've been doing the bare minimum of modwork - but now I'm on an official hiatus from both modding and playing until the start of June. I'm going to use that time to think very, very hard about how much I want or don't want to RP right now (the definition of "right now" being "for the next six months or so"). If I still feel the way I do now after that time, then...then I know, hard as it is to think about, that it'll be time to start making preparations to separate myself from games for awhile.

Maybe I'll feel better after a break. I really hope I do. But for now, I'm going to pour myself into other things, and...well, we'll see how I feel when the time comes.

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